The way i feel mentally is just horrible the more i think about the fact im stressing the more i think about my stupid hair loss i just cant cope any more i really am at breaking point, is all this stress and pain worth training and money because its making my life an absolute misery atm! im usually so jolly and happy and now im just nothin ! im so scared no one can seem to help me, i really wanted to do something tonight but they just tell me i have to work over for them! i feel so sick its marie she physically makes me feel sick.
she keeps going on and on about me being slow n when i rush n forget to write summat she moans when im not quick enough on the toilet, if i want a fag half the time she wont let me !
every day she moans i try and try but im never good enough and never will be i am just nothin to her just someone to push around and bully! she makes me work over all the time causing me to miss plans which i then get stressed over that for i need help i just want to get out of this big mess.
No comments:
Post a Comment